"Atonement" is perhaps a better word to use
rather than "connected", when attempting to
describe your relationship with Source.
The word "connected" implies separation from
Source, and that is not possible.
You cannot be "disconnected" from Source,
or you would not exist.
"Atonement" is a more accurate description.
You are "at one with" Source.
If you are "at one" with Source, how can you
be having this experience of separation?
Because, in All That Is, everything exists,
including the experience of separation.
It cannot be real, but it can be experienced
as an illusion. This is similar to the experience
you might have watching a movie, or a magic show.
Even though the images you see with your eyes are
not real, you can and do experience them. And
you experience feelings, also not real, about them.