There exists a core fear-based belief that is central to human collective consiousness and is the cause of all Caste and Class systems that create the illusion of separation.
People with money are often afraid to associate with people who don't have as much money, and people without much money often feel shut out and inferior.
There is a great deal of fear and anger in this Illusion.
You are wise in desiring to transcend and transform it in yourSelf.
It is not true that you need money to move freely between the classes. You have already experienced and accomplished this.
Now move on to your fears about gettng money from other people.
Think about it...
You have no concerns picking an apple from a tree, or flowers from a shrub.
Why are you afraid to take money from another?